One of things I hate about relationships.

I don't like feeling like this.
You know, feeling all empty because he's not around.
I don't need him, I don't need ANYONE.

I don't like feeling like as if I gotta be with him ALL THE TIME.
I don't like feeling as if something's not right because he's not here.
I don't like feeling SO ATTACHED.

I don't like feeling like he gotta talk to me ALL TIME TIME
or I gotta tell him EVERYTHING about my day.
I don't like feeling all sad 'cuz I can't say it to him because he's far.

I like being by myself.
I don't miss anyone.
I don't get attached to anyone.
I don't have to care for anyone.
I don't have to think of anyone.

Just me, my life, my dreams and just go to church and have fun with friends and grow as an artist, singer and a worshipper. Just all alone and happy!

Whatever, I think I'm getting my period soon.
Too much emotions.

God, can you really?

You make his dream come true and not mine.
You make his journey SO BEAUTIFUL and SO EASY.

He have money
He have rides
He have parents that supports him TO DEATH

How come, I'm just here.

I saw how you gave me a job, a room on my own finally and Daryl back....

Nvm... I know you will and you are hearing my hearts cry.

I cried for a job an a room and now I got it.
I cried for Daryl and now I got it.

Now, I'm crying for my dreams....
can I have that too God? last na....

Yun lang naman talagang gusto ko at alam kong alam na alam mo yan!
Bago ko mag-25 God.... please....
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE

DREAMS.

In the future, when I finally have that BIG COMPETING MOMENT.

I wanna sing this, then when I win. I WILL CRY TO THE MAX.