Sometimes, I still like Troie.

Just like.
Infatuated lang lol

He's so cute and to think he liked me
I am so flattered lol

He is such a cool dood

I really wished I went out with him before LOL just for show to say I've been with a Derek Ramsey look-alike lol

But I love Yell, no matter how hot Troie is :))

Troie is just a hot babe lol
Labs is my labs :)

I can't even cry on your shoulder.

I miss having a friend that can stop whatever they're doing just to listen to me.

I used to drop everything that I am doing to listen to my friend no matter how important I am doing and no matter how crappy I feel...

I just thought you're that person..........

I guess, I'll handle it all on my own.

I don't need anyone.

I wanna walk out of our life soon.

I am in the point of my life where I am 85% sure I want to leave and live my life alone.

Without you & without your family.

The Lord never want us together anyways, and lately I've been having a feeling that you belong with someone else.

I also don't want to spend the rest of my life... with you anymore...
I don't think... I want to be your bride anymore...

I try my best everyday to be happy with you...
Everyday I hope things would work out.

But since we got back together... my feelings just continue to fade.

& I can't see your mom the same since the first day she said something about my mom.

I want to try, but I just can't yet, since I'm not sure of you anymore.

I used to be SO SURE, that I want you forever.

I think I'll be happier alone.

Breaking up with you makes me feel, FREE.





Of course I will be sad and all that, but I can move on.
It's just.... I'm super close... to stop trying.

'cuz honestly, I don't think I love you anymore.