Honestly,

The way you hold me...

Makes it easier for me to let you go.

I remember Yell would always say sorry if he lusted over me lol

Or he will say thank you after lol...

Yell won't let me sleep with no clothes on.

I know Yell's a jerk but he handled me very well and took care of me very well.

Its not like you don't...

Sorry B, I guess I was still looking for him...

Everything else you're a winner lol
Its just in that part...

I honestly felt like a piece of meat...
Yell never made me feel that way...

Sorry B.

You're My Boss

I was watching this movie and the part when they were talking about weddings reminded me of that one time when we were talking about weddings.

I had this grand plan for my wedding, and I asked you about yours and you just said, you're already saving money so she can do whatever she wants and get married however she wants.

Like the dude in the movie he just said that he will agree whatever his wife would say because all he want is to marry her and it doesn't matter where, when or how...

I sang the song I wrote for you at work today lol... first time I sang an original live... well I followed it with my Jesus song of course.

I shouldn't even dwell on these things...
Thats why I am putting my thoughts here lol just to blurt it all out lol.......

I miss you.....

The main dude's wisdom reminded me of yours. His simplicity and honesty....

Omg...

Sorry Lord...

So sorry...

This movie reminded me of how we were.

Like how the dude was like,
"Minsan masungit nga xa uo, mataray, matigas ulo. Pero pag nakilala mo makikita mo na nde xa mahirap mahalin"

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dandelion in the Spring.

The dude in the movie is toooooooo loud and energetic compared to you. lol

Just his inner being LOL

You are very formal and calm lol

Yeah, I need to let go more.
Sorry...

I hope you're okay.
I miss you Brian.

Sorry Lord.

Almost there

There's times when I thought I am COMPLETELY over you, like I can totally see you as my friend.

But today, I noticed myself still looking for you. I still swoon seeing your face LOL

But I still think how unbeneficial it is to dwell on these things.

So, I shake it all off.

I am so much better...

I still think of you but not all the time anymore. It decreases the more I fall in love with the Lord.

The more I replace you with the Lord.

Just like what you said.

There's still bits and pieces, but I am getting there.

Just like how you make every effort for the enemy not to have a single opportunity to attack, I will do the same.

It is better to deny our flesh than to be hurt severely later.

I am getting there, I am almost there.
I will see you as my friend soon.

We will be friends soon :)