I am so glad I saw you today when you dropped your brother off to the office :)
I felt that you were fighting the urge to ask me to spend some time with you after bible study.
Well, I am lol
I wanna leave early and hang out with you after.
But seems like you are really fighting for the Lord this time. I guess I should now too.
I miss you a lot.
But I am happy to live in the light :)
Goodnight Brian :)
Trying this obedience thing again,
One more time...
Thank you for leading me to obey again...
I saw how you struggled with it all...
How you wanna give up a TON of times
How you want to choose your selfish desires more...
But at the end of the day you always still choose the Lord.
This entire year, for me...
Is all about grace upon grace upon grace
Yours were all about miracles!!
Actually, this year was grace for you too...
Imagine inspite of all of what is going on, the Lord still gave you not just one miracle but... as far as I know of...
4!
Sbs, that's always a miracle
NextGen
YOUR TIA'S HEALING FROM CANCER
YOUR TIA'S SALVATION OH MY
YOUR MAMA TEACHING SBS
YOUR BROTHERS SALVATION
Bruh, das moe than 4
Honestly, I don't wanna stop or let go at all yesterday lol I am literally getting SO TIRED of going through the same thing.
I am just like, "Screw it, imma just be with bclar. Haters gonna hate. TAKE ALL THEM MINISTRIES AWAY, I AM GOING TO HILLSONG LA WITH MY BAE"
Well, I guess the Holy Spirit really do have a strong hold for both of us because through grace... and the strength that the Lord gave us through His Word made it possible for us to stay...
And for you to lead this relationship the way it should be...
In the light and the right way..
The goal is to really have a Christ - centered relationship that will be a vessel of God's love for everyone.
It was a great time with you, I wish we could have stayed that way longer...
Yeah we can
We just gotta disobey lol
But thank you...
Praise God that you are a man who loves Him deeply too...
I had a glimpse of your heart towards me and I saw how much I don't deserve it...
Don't be mad lol I saw that with Luiboyboy too lol... man the grace Lui pour on me B! NO ONE HAS EVER SHOWN ME GRACE LIKE DAT.
Anyways lol
The men in my life from the past started loving me because I loved them first... I took care of them and gave them my all...
Then they love me, duh lol
Who doesn't wanna be catered.
With you...
I just give you my attention.
I give you no love, and not enough care
I don't give you anything good...
And you still give me everything you can give, you listen to my cries, you calm my dramatic emotions lol, you never leave me till I am really okay, you see beyond my mask and don't judge the real vulnerable me underneath... you snap me out of reality, you protect me from getting hurt, you fight for me when I am treated unfairly...
Not a single time you asked for anything back nor tell all up in my face that you did all these for me...
You just let me see them...
It doesn't matter if I notice it or not...
You just do, you just give...
When I told you that I am not sure of you... I saw how hurt you got...
But even if thats the case...
You didn't like keeping me sad, knowing that you are the reason...
You will always call back and talk to me and apologize for being mad when you have all the right to be mad... and it was all me who hurt you...
I don't love you...
Maybe a little...........
After this wait,
Maybe we will see...
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for your heart.
Let's do this right, one more time...
Till next time!
Again lol
Love, your princess.
