HE IS SOOOOOO AMAZING

HE IS SO PERFECT LOL

OKAY BAI

I miss him

LOL

but I am busy and I need to focus on Jesus lol
I am just saying that I miss him

I was just kinda hoping he would AT LEAST say hi u kno but whatever

We are just friends right now and focusing on Jesus and setting some foundation
I am just saying that I miss him

I need to pray lol

WAH

Lol

I am excited to tell the world that he my man LOL
And tell him random things from mi harts por him LOL
And do things por him

BUT U KNO

Do not awaken love till the time is right ❤️

I am just saying

I miss him but I am all in for the wait to make it all right

I know for sure that its not time yet but I am confident that it will get there

NAKS TALAGA NAMAN WOO LOLOLOLOL

The more I wait, the more I love him
WAW LOVE AGAD

Well, I always loved him A LOT as my brother
Its just now u kno lol

I love him more each day and the funny thing is

I am not scared of the feeling
I am not afraid of the risks
I am not afraid of being destroyed & exposing my all again

The wait doesn’t feel like a drag
It doesn’t feel awkward

Its needed
And I am happy everything is this way

I am just saying that I am excited when it comes

Everything doesn’t feel forced or pretentious or naive

It feels genuine

And I am very very happy

LORD

salamat sa season na toh
salamat sa lahat

Feel na feel kung gano mo ko kamahal

salamat sa lahat Lord

I’ll stay put, I’ll keep pursuing You
I’ll stay on fixing my gaze on You

I just wanna release some feels that I miss him
But I will take Your lead and I am SO HAPPY how he leads me to You too and how he leads everything.

Haaaaaaay Lord 😍

LOOOOOORD 😍💕

Tagpuan

Di, di ko inakalang
Darating din sa akin
Nung ako'y nanalangin kay Bathala
Naubusan ng bakit

Bakit umalis nang walang sabi?
Bakit 'di siya lumaban kahit konti?
Bakit 'di maitama ang tadhana?

At nakita kita sa tagpuan ni Bathala
May kinang sa mata na di maintindihan
Tumingin kung saan sinubukan kong lumisan
At tumigil ang mundo
Nung ako'y ituro mo
Siya ang panalangin ko

At hindi di mapaliwanag
Ang nangyari sa akin
Saksi ang lahat ng tala
Sa iyong panalangin

Pano nasagot lahat ng bakit?
Di makapaniwala sa nangyari
Pano mo naitama ang tadhana?

Nung nakita kita sa tagpuan ni Bathala
May kinang sa mata na di maintindihan
Tumingin kung saan sinubukan kong lumisan
At tumigil ang mundo
Nung ako'y ituro mo
At hindi ka lumayo
Nung ako yung sumusuko
At nagbago ang mundo
Nung ako'y pinaglaban mo
At tumigil ang mundo
Nung ako'y pinili mo
Siya ang panalangin ko

Word per word <3 Ate Moira, natumpak mo. Haaaay Lord, ang saya ko. Ang blessed ko, ang saya saya ko Lord. Parang lahat tama. Lord, he’s right, tama na ganun dapat dasal ko na Lord please be my guide too inthis season on what I should do and where I should go and how I should do it. There is a time for everything and Lord I want everything with your stamp of approval. Hold my heart and everything thats in it, show me how to steward everything right. I love You too Lord.

Things are slowly making sense, everything feels so right & sana lahat ng susunod na mga hakbang maging tama for You. God, gabayan mo po sana xa sa pagaaral nia sa lisensya nia Lord. Ako naman sa school at trabaho at AMA. Excited na ko sa tamang panahon pero kahit gano katagal maghintay okay lang, we want to make everything right for You Lord. I love You God and we love You and I feel so loved by You in this season Lord.

I feel so loved na nakakaiyak na lol
Salamat Lord for everything

Lord, pramis feel na feel ko lol na xa ang panalangin ko hahaha 😭😍

Is it worth it?

parang andaming drama lol

Jk, I don’t have to think about it

He is worth it :)

Super worth it :)

korni rant of the day

For the longest time, I cringe whenever I hear love songs.
I get angry when I hear them & I just wanna turn off the radio and turn to Jesus lol cuz it annoys me so much that love songs makes me feel everything that I am terrified to feel

Recently, I’ve been listening to them and all I feel is pure swoon hahah
I haven’t felt like this in the looooongest time

Love songs feels good now
Love songs feels nice and beautiful

I am slightly scared but with you I am willing to take the risk

I can’t wait till I can say all these too you

But I need to be patient to set a strong foundation for us & naisip ko na if forever ka naman, edi I will have the rest of my life with you. What’s with a little wait to set up the best things to come.

J

Wah, Lord!

I mean, I need to let this out somehow lol I don’t wanna be that annoying friend that keeps on talking about this boy lol

I am crazy about this man lol

He makes me happy
Parang lahat na lang no boys ko sa buhay  problema pero nung kasama ko xa ang saya ko 😍😍😍

Seeing his face brightens my day
Parang gumaan lahat
I hope I have the same effect on him

Ugh Lord, I wanna spend more time with him and get to know him and help him as lahat ng happenings sa life nia na gives him stress

But gotta make this one right, I am coming after you Lord and I present my desire to you for Jayro and you do what you have to do.

It’s just Lord, just kno lol na kilig ako sa kanya lol

(Ang landi ko) LOL

Lord, remember before I was telling you na I wish someone would say that they like me not because I am pretty, funny, smart, talented, etc. You know say the usual likable things about me, but you know Jayro is the only one na thinks na kabaliwan ko is cute. Tas he lets me play and be myself. I can be myself. I am comfortable around him and it feels nice.

Lord lol I know we need to come to you first but I just wanna say na it would be nice if I can move forward with Jayro. He makes me smile like this ^________________________^

Alam mo yun, consistent xa lol all these years. Grabe kilig ako

Ahhhh Lord, then Filipino Chinese din xa like sa kinalakihan ko
Ambitious, LOVE LOVE LOVES JESUS, family oriented, super humble, hardworking, passionate, loyal, tall tas have this face that brightens every night sky. Lol ako na korni lol

Ugh, I hope I don’t overwhelm him. Super excited lang ako lol
Kalma lang lol

April or May pala kmi ngbreak ni Brian.

EDI OKAY NA

3 months! Okay okay, it’s not the days. It’s when we are ready.

I still have school to finish, family to worry about, AMA to lead and new full time job to nail. I also need an internship lol

Jayro needs to pass his exams, fix his house, figure out what will happen with his life, figure out where he belongs and many more

Wah, I know I am excited but I don’t wanna rush into things. This time not because I am scared but because I want to do this right.

When I start dating Jayro, I want him to be the one. :)