MaiQui’s Island

Where people visit and enjoy till next time
Where people take as much as they want till supplies last
Where people excuse themselves till renovation is over



















What a beautiful island it is!
MaiQui’s Island.

Lowkey

I am kinda hoping you won’t let go
I am kinda hoping that you wanna hold on and hope that we’ll get back together


Even if I am letting it die & wanna let go


I mean I don’t want to, it’s just its not something I know that God doesn’t want me to focus on in this season. Wah, God is revealing crazy things and assignments in this season its insane.

I am aware that nothing is ready and God is growing me in to maturity from surrender and truly taking me into the journey so we can do crazy big dreams and make them happen!



I know that being in a relationship is the last thing in the agenda rn
Its not even in the agenda more than anything lol





I am just saying...
I wanna just say it









I am glad that we are friendly :)










I don’t know if you are still around
I know that I am still obvious lol 🙄 I know that for a fact! Even if I am trying to hide it. I hope he stays oblivious and not notice that I am still in to him lol













Lord he still takes my breath away
He is so handsome lol
He is so cute


Shskajshskjshd SHHHHH






but yeah.
I know.








He also said that he doesn’t want me to be distracted from what God is doing in my life right now and us is not the focus of his season rn too














I just hope that he doesn’t leave










But God said
IF it is resurrected,
IF
that is IF it is.

Thats the time that I will know that its from him.
Because nothing that dies for Christ can’t be revived.
Nothing that is from the Lord can be lost.
















As for my friends.
AAAAAAAAAHHH DONT KNOW LAWRD










Jesus take THA WHEEL.

So Lord, xa na ang biktima

xa na ANG KINAKAAWAAN
xa na ANG KINAKAIBIGAN
xa na ANG MABUTING TAO
XA NA ANG MUSMOS






I remember napagdaanan ko to when I first broke up with him.
STUPID
xa na lang ang kinakaibigan at ako na lang ang laging tinataboy


xa pa makangawa at magsabi na wala xa kaibigan
bwiset xa







LORD PANO KO

Lord, I WANT FRIENDS

Lord, I need friends

Genuine friends

Am I hard to get along with
Am I unpleasant to have around

Ano ba pagkukulang ko

Hi, I am MaiQui
ang babaeng isla

Bow.














Isa akong gamit









Pinupulot pag kailangan
Tinatapon pag napagsawaan














Istorya ng maganda kong buhay

















Lord :(

Dear Lord, I want friends

Actually

I need friends

Lord, I feel so alone...

I know you said that I need community, bla bla

Idk Lord I feel like community doesn’t like me


Lol



Freals...........












I’m tired of being left behind
I need a true friend
I want a true friend Lord



Kahit isa lang, ung malapit
Ung nahahawakan nde un naiinstagram message lol


Ang layo kasi ni Nikki eh




God namimiss ko na ung madami na friends







Sila Melvie, Lui, Jayro ung ganun


Kalimutan na na mai drama drama
Miss ko na friends ko







Masaklap lang isipin, feeling ko tingin nila nde ako isa sa kanila





Heto nanaman ako
Nagmamahal ng friends magisa at malayo habang tingin nila saken ay wala lang

















Ang buhay Layaoen
Bow

Cross Culture

You know what Lord.

Naisip ko lang lahat ng namimiss ko... nasa Cross Culture nuon.

Well nde na ko bblik, kasi kahit bblik nman ako wala na ganun dun eh, panay pulitika na

But u kno...

Namimiss ko na mai worship community

Friends na masaya

Friends na FAMILY talaga

Church na home tlaga

People na love na love talaga si Lord and isat isa

Lord I miss everything

I miss ung people

Ung community 

Ung tawanan

Ung lokohan

Ung sharing ng feelings about You

Share ng mga pinagdadaanan for You

God we all had it sa Cross Culture

Alam mo un ung home...

I miss my friends

I miss moments with my friends

I miss everyone

Gusto ko ulit ng ganun Lord...

Nakakalungkot

Alam mo un iisipin mo na sila ung people mo

Tas iniisp nila na baka nde ka naman nila people

Saklap

Torn ako between maging hermit ulit habang buhay

O bare myself out there again and apak apakan ulit na parang ipis

Jk, I LOVE my friends

My friends are amazing and super duper amazing
Kalma kalma lang sa insecurities minsan LOL

I wish I was more confident

so when friends don’t invite me to things, I don’t feel small
and think that they don’t think that I am a friend


Maybe they really don’t and just always think of themselves

Maybe its just me cuz I really got no friends

How dare Jay say that its weird that I hang with Gail.
Nigguh she mah friend before she yo friend
Don’t mean u don’t see us hang we ain’t friends

We don’t hang CUZ I DONT HANG WITH NOBODY


Nung sinabi nia un grabe
FEEL NA FEEL KO ANG TIBAY NG FRIENDSHIP


WAW I LOVE PEOPLE 🙄






I don’t know Lord
Minsan kasi feeling ko friends na friends ko sila
Tas joke time lang ako for them idk...
Basura, jk siguro
Isang bagay na nakakaaliw tas pag nde na kailangan put aside na lang


Maybe its okay for others na nde maimbitahan
like nbd sa knila kasi masaya naman sila sa buhay

Confident sila sa lugar nila sa mundo






Lord parang gusto ko ulit mapagisa lol
Alam mo nakikita ko na ang hilig ko maging busy kasi para pag nde ako maisama anywhere at least masasabi ko sa sarili ko na “ah, nde ako tinawagan kasi alam nila na madami ako ginagawa. Care lang sila for me, ayaw ako istorbohin”




Mga bilyon ko na ginagawa ay naging isang malaking security blanket.
Ang galing ko..... -_______-







Pero alam mo Lord.
Kahit gus2ng gusto ko mapalibutan ulit ng friends, parang....... lol ETO NANAMAN TAYO LOL
natatakot nanaman si ahhhh teeeeh LOL







But seriously Lord




Pag nagiisa ako at least msasabi ko na, choice ko mapagisa. Lumayo sila tas nde ako piliin, okay lang ginusto ko magisa









Pero pag mai friends Lord
Aasa ka
Bbgyan mo sila ng mga pagkakataon

Tas BOOM




WASAK NANAMAN













are they even worth it





Ugh LORD
HOW DAREEEE UUU LOL



UGH




















“For me they’re worth it” 🙄












WHAT ABOUT ME LORD

alam mo naman si Ate Moira, puntak nanaman lol

Pasensya na, kung papatulugin na muna
Ang pusong napagod kakahintay
Kaya sa natitirang segundong kayakap ka
Maaari bang magkunwaring akin ka pa

Mangangarap hanggang sa pagbalik
Mangangarap pa rin kahit masakit

Baka sakaling makita kitang muli
Pagsikat ng araw, paglipas ng gabi
Kung di pipilitin ang di pa para sa'kin
Baka sakaling maibalik

Malaya ka na, Malaya

Isusuko na ang sandata aatras na sa laban
Di dahil naduduwag kundi dahil mahal kita
Mahirap nang labanan mga espada ng orasan
Kung pipilitin pa, lalo lang masasaktan

Mangangarap hanggang sa pagbalik
Mangangarap pa rin kahit masakit

Baka sakaling makita kitang muli
Pagsikat ng araw, paglipas ng gabi
Kung di pipilitin ang di pa para sa'kin
Baka sakaling maibalik

Malaya ka na, Malaya