Brother

I mean, I want you too much to the point that you could be an idol for me

God will tell us anyways if we are supposed to be
God will tell us when and will make way

I know that I kept saying this lol but man I have to legitimately let you go

Man.

I have to do this.

HOLY SPIRIT BE HELLA TELLIN ME AND I DONT WANNA LISTEN IF I WILL BE COMPLETELY HONEST

I don’t wanna let you go and I still believe that we deserve a better story than that

One month lang tas un na

I mean like the message today omg napaisip ako sobra lol

They only dated for 2 months tapos separated sila and whatever for 5 FREAKIN YEARS
tas GOD HIMSELF brought them together. There is no way, tas God made a way.

I mean

If J and I will end up together

At the right time, at the right moment
God will make a way

I don't have to





I need to build the kingdom and focus on what I am supposed to do for God




I have to really see you as a brother in Christ and that's it.
I think I am almost there


I am not hoping anymore


It's been a year. Well it will be a year soon.
SOON.

So, I am moving on.






It's good that I am moving on now bago pa ma-inlove all sayo ng sobra sobra lol

Kuya.

I am not an option

There is nothing special about you

I am to be pursued

I am not an option, the search ends when I come along

I am not around anymore, I am sorry.

You can think about it, but I am not here anymore.

I’ve been through enough in life to waste it on you.

Goodbye.

June

I remember that I gave myself a deadline
After graduation, I'll stop hoping and start letting go 100% if he didn't do anything

Maybe it was all in my head

I don't know

We are not even talking or whatever

One last extension maybe...

THE LAST DAY OF JUNE.

If nothing happens till then
If it's all still a blur till then

I am not playing any games anymore
I am leaving

I don't want to waste my time anymore

I am tired of looking like an idiot

One last push and I am walking away forever
















Idk I don't want it to end, I just feel like I need an ultimatum


I still believe that we deserved a better story than that



Idk man.





I'll fight for you if you stay
I'll choose you over and over and fight for you




If you let me






I hope you let me.