Monday, September 30, 2019

Sometimes I just wanna evaporate and die

Hi God.

I don’t know what to say.

One month in and I feel like I ruined everything. I should stop soon... this is not what you want me to do.

I am sorry, I have given up.

I gave up.

Its an excuse I know.




I am surrounded by people that loves me. They accept me for who I am. They love me... I am included...

So this is how living in fear looks like...


I am being Esau.

I am being Abraham deng. during those ratchet times he had.

Omg.

I am being Moses, during ratchet times.

Oh my LORD.


Esau, rid of his birthright 

Abraham divided the nations

Moses didn’t get to the promised land.








Deng I screwed up.








Okay bbwelo na ko crap.

Kelangan ko na bumwelo crap.








What have I done.






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