Hi God.
I don’t know what to say.
One month in and I feel like I ruined everything. I should stop soon... this is not what you want me to do.
I am sorry, I have given up.
I gave up.
Its an excuse I know.
I am surrounded by people that loves me. They accept me for who I am. They love me... I am included...
So this is how living in fear looks like...
I am being Esau.
I am being Abraham deng. during those ratchet times he had.
Omg.
I am being Moses, during ratchet times.
Oh my LORD.
Esau, rid of his birthright
Abraham divided the nations
Moses didn’t get to the promised land.
Deng I screwed up.
Okay bbwelo na ko crap.
Kelangan ko na bumwelo crap.
What have I done.
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