It’s been a couple years now.
I think I can finally say that I completely moved on from you.
You’re just a bittersweet memory.
I used to always wonder why can’t I forget you.
I realized na we meant a lot to each other and thats never going to change.
I finally found someone again that I can love wholeheartedly.
He made me realize why it never worked out between us & why God said that we can’t be.
He is exactly what I need & dreamed of.
He is what the complete Maiqui needs.
I think I can say na I know who I am now and what I want and I have everything I need.
& he is everything that compliments who I truly am.
We helped each other in many ways too and its nice to experience everything with you but we were still so young and don’t know who we really were that we defined each other.
We were both in love of our idea of each other and both of our potentials and our possible future together.
I looked you up for the first time in the LONGEST TIME today and honestly at first I was scared lol cuz idk how I would react. What if I get hurt again idk.
But it gave me closure and seeing that you are doing well makes me happy for you. Its like checking in with an old friend.
I was cleaning today too and I saw some of the stuff you gave me. Like the big picture from my 21st birthday. I made myself hate you so much and all the things w used to do that I forgot how moved I was that you threw a big surprise party for me.
I didnt have a good 18th and you made sure I had a great 21st.
I saw the little post its we would write to each other.
The pendant from the necklace you gave me.
I thought that I burnd every memory & picture and letter. I guess that its cool that some is left.
Anywho, just having a heart check.
I am finally free from you.
& ready to give myself to someone again.
I forgive you.
I hope someday I can say that to you so we both can be at peace.
Or maybe you will come to this blog again and you will read this! Haha
I am happy you are doing well.
Took me forever to say all these with happy feelings lol & walang bahid ng hate towards you.
2021 is the year of “Finally!” For me lol
& being at peace with our memories is one of them.
So as forgiving you.
Thank you for all the amazing memories Yell.
