I miss Tito Romie God...

I miss Yell too

I miss them God, ako ba naiisip nila?

God sana makaunsad na ko no?

konti pa...... mfform na ko... nde pa ako complete...........
God show me the way to Your perfect plan for me.......................

Search my heart God and show me what is stopping me from getting to the destination that You want me to go.
Take everything away God that is hindering me from living the life that You planned me to live God....

Ok aaral na ko!

No, QT muna ko then God tatapusin ko na ung Philosophy Essay ko :) Yeh<3

He looks so beautiful and very very descent now.

He looks very mature and stable.
His career looks like it's going very very very well so as his walk.
He looks very good too.<3 As always :)

And look at me...
Still messing up with school
No Job
No stable career path
but my walk is fine :P

There's still a lot of things that needs to be fixed in me.
I need to work out too! LOL!
I need to love the outdoors and working out!
Well, I do LOVE the outdoors, it's just.... working out... I lovED it HAHAHAHHAHAHA idk... haven't done it in a while........ nako, it will be painful. It's ok.

But before that...
I need to be better in school!
I need to be focused!!!

STRAIGHT A'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EOH AND ILLUSTRATION ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!
WORSHIP LEADING AND SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh God.............................................. Guard my heart from whatever is going to happen.
Guard my heart God if Daryl will be with someone anytime soon........

He LOOKS like he is ready.
He LOOKS like he is ok now........

It looks like, you will give him that special lady now.............................

Guard my heart God, guard it God that it will not shatter when I find out.
Give him the best God :)
Someone that will REALLY take care of him and help him with his walk.
She better REALLY take care of him and not annoy him.

She better be VERY PERFECT! someone that can give him the things that I can't give.

Ano lang, prepare my heart God. 'cuz I don't want to get hurt.

Pero sa ngayon God, help me to be formed...

SCHOOL!!!!! Yan focus ko ngayon!!!!

My walk is fantabulous now next is my priorites. MY SCHOOL OH GOD. -__________-"

Hi God, I know you can hear my prayers even if You're not answering...

or maybe you did answered already but I was just distracted or something lol

but whatever it is, I know you hear me. I know you know my heart God and I am waiting God.

I know You have something way better in store for me. WAYY BETTER than what I have in mind.

I understand why You don't want me to see Him yet. I'm praying for it everyday God, You know I never stopped God and I know You can hear me. I am being patient God... I am trying to be! AHHAHAHHAHA


I know You will let me see Him again but I know I am not ready yet...
You know that I don't want Him back, well... ahahha I am telling You that I don't want Him back... but God, I know that You have better plans so I don't mind, I trust You.

I just want to be part of His life again, help Him the best way I can, I don't know how but I want to be there for Him. I want to be his bestfriend God, if he is not it...

Can I have him as my brother again?
Can I have my bestfriend back... I don't care if He is not going to be mine... God I want to be His bestfriend God. I want to be there for Him and I don't want to waste the friendship that we had... I know it's gone now... but I know God that You are a restoring God. I'll have my bestfriend back...

I know before that, I need to be ready...
I am not... I know when I see him, I am going to fall for him again.
I don't even have a job yet.

I want to be formed first.
I need to have better grades.
I am still incomplete.

It's not You are not enough God, You are MORE than enough.
Yes God, You are my bestest best friend in the entire world.
You are my lover and my everything.

And THAT TOO!!! I want to enjoy You first, I want to enjoy the life having You as my one and only perfect and wonderful Lover. I want to give You the love that no one can ever have. That love that I am dying to give, the love that only YOU deserves!

Well, I am just having my moments God... those moments that... You know....

And I am going to see You soon!!! I KNOW!!! You are coming soon!!!
God, before the rapture God... God before You come here..... God... I pray that my dad will be saved....

I didn't even spend that much time here on earth, I'm not even gunna spend time with him in heaven.

How painful naman God.......................................... Please God hahhh..............................
Tita Hannah too! 'cuz my dad is not going to be happy without her lol

Soften their hearts God and God please keep on knocking on my dad's heart God.

God, hopefully my dad can come to church soon God... He doesn't even want to go there....... it's so hardd!!!

But I know God that doing the impossible is Your specialty! Si Kuya Mars nga nasave, sana si Papa God!!!

Help me God to be the person You want me to be.
Help me God to be that woman that You want me to be and live the life that You planned me to live God.

Give me that faith God that just can follow You without any questions or hesitations.
Show me God the way and help me God.

I am in GREAT need of You.
I love You.

Daryl.

Pathetic how I still blog about a person that doesn't exist anymore.

Can you just show up and tell me the reason why you just left out of nowhere.
I can't go on with my life oh my gulayy.......

I'm improving but I'm still stuck on you............... obviously.....

I wonder how you're doing and I wanted to help whatever you go through....

Whatever, I'll just keep on studying HARD.

I know God knows my heart and hear my every cry, so I'll just sit here and wait.....

and you know what, what is mine is mine.

Can I see him now? :/

Wala lang... I know.... and I understand....

Pero God.... I just want to see him in person again.... God I haven't seen him for almost a year now...
I saw all the other ones... except him...


I saw Tito, Tita, his relatives, bin, everyone but not him...

I know I know nvm lol

I'll get a job first haha

I miss him God.
I'm perfectly fine, it's just I really miss him now God.
That's it.

I still wonder how is he doing and whatever...

Sana ok lang un. Sana ok lagi walk nia and talagang nggrow na xa ng bonggang bongga
& ung pride nia na napakatayog sana galing na sayo.

Ala lang God....hehehhe

ikaw bahala, thoughts thoughts ko lang hehehehe kaybai God I love You too :)

Hi Heart, you'll be fine soon...

The pain might feel like it is going to take forever, but we both know that it's not going to last that long.
It's not going to be as long as you thought it would be.

Just stay strong ok?
We both know it's going to hurt...
We are still hurting...
But we will be fine...

We've been through this before, we can do this again :)
Just be VERY guarded next time ok?
'cuz we can't afford to hurt this way again...

We'll be fine...
God will heal us, for sure.
Just keep our walls thick and build more and more walls everyday...

Stay strong, we'll get over this in time... ok?
We will be fine..............