Hi God, I know you can hear my prayers even if You're not answering...

or maybe you did answered already but I was just distracted or something lol

but whatever it is, I know you hear me. I know you know my heart God and I am waiting God.

I know You have something way better in store for me. WAYY BETTER than what I have in mind.

I understand why You don't want me to see Him yet. I'm praying for it everyday God, You know I never stopped God and I know You can hear me. I am being patient God... I am trying to be! AHHAHAHHAHA


I know You will let me see Him again but I know I am not ready yet...
You know that I don't want Him back, well... ahahha I am telling You that I don't want Him back... but God, I know that You have better plans so I don't mind, I trust You.

I just want to be part of His life again, help Him the best way I can, I don't know how but I want to be there for Him. I want to be his bestfriend God, if he is not it...

Can I have him as my brother again?
Can I have my bestfriend back... I don't care if He is not going to be mine... God I want to be His bestfriend God. I want to be there for Him and I don't want to waste the friendship that we had... I know it's gone now... but I know God that You are a restoring God. I'll have my bestfriend back...

I know before that, I need to be ready...
I am not... I know when I see him, I am going to fall for him again.
I don't even have a job yet.

I want to be formed first.
I need to have better grades.
I am still incomplete.

It's not You are not enough God, You are MORE than enough.
Yes God, You are my bestest best friend in the entire world.
You are my lover and my everything.

And THAT TOO!!! I want to enjoy You first, I want to enjoy the life having You as my one and only perfect and wonderful Lover. I want to give You the love that no one can ever have. That love that I am dying to give, the love that only YOU deserves!

Well, I am just having my moments God... those moments that... You know....

And I am going to see You soon!!! I KNOW!!! You are coming soon!!!
God, before the rapture God... God before You come here..... God... I pray that my dad will be saved....

I didn't even spend that much time here on earth, I'm not even gunna spend time with him in heaven.

How painful naman God.......................................... Please God hahhh..............................
Tita Hannah too! 'cuz my dad is not going to be happy without her lol

Soften their hearts God and God please keep on knocking on my dad's heart God.

God, hopefully my dad can come to church soon God... He doesn't even want to go there....... it's so hardd!!!

But I know God that doing the impossible is Your specialty! Si Kuya Mars nga nasave, sana si Papa God!!!

Help me God to be the person You want me to be.
Help me God to be that woman that You want me to be and live the life that You planned me to live God.

Give me that faith God that just can follow You without any questions or hesitations.
Show me God the way and help me God.

I am in GREAT need of You.
I love You.