God never said He was mine.

I was even called an adultress for being with him because he belongs with someone else.

God is always true to his word and Daryl looks happy :)
Very happy and the woman looks very beautiful and will never make him fall.

They're going to have a strong relationship because I know God molded them till they're ready and it's about time they meet.

He was perfect.

For someone else.

God please take EVERYTHING away.
Take it ALL. Take EVERYTHING that I have for Daryl.

He belongs to someone else now, I don't have any right anymore to feel this way.

I know that you are not the kind of guy who will just go into one relationship without praying about it REALLY HARD. It's about time. I wanted to say I love you but I can't. I can't say them to you anymore even if I still do because it is not right. Someone beautiful owns you already.

She won your heart and you won hers.

but I can I ask God's permission to say this one last time.

I love you Daryl Ogalino and I am very blessed that once in my life you were mine.
I am very blessed that once in my life I experienced a beautiful relationship when I am with you.
I love you Yell. It's obviously very difficult for me to let go of someone so beautiful as you.

But, I know God will give me the right one in time too.
He will give me the perfect one.
The one that is ready, that one that is perfect fit for me.


After this, I will do my very best not to say I love you to you anymore.
This will never fade and I will forever pray for you and care for you.

God really heard my prayers when He gave Hailey to you.

You know what I said?

I asked God that if it's not me, I want Him to give you your dream girl.
I told Him to give you a woman that can TRULY take care of you.
And not just that! I said that she better love the outdoors like you too, so you guys can go hiking and all together. She better be musically inclined to so you guys can jam whenever ya'll get bored.

And the most important, she better be a true woman of God and she will help you grow in your faith and so that you will not fall.

I really pray about you all the time Yell, never a single day that I stopped praying about you.
'Cuz that's all I can do.

I still miss you, but I don't think I am ready to see you yet now that you are taken.
It will kill me. lol

I know that I will find another you.
I love you Yell.

She better take care of you and love you genuinely.

I love you Yell and after this I will do my best to move on completely. I love you and I am sinning as I do this hahahahhaha

I love you Yell, bye.