I'm still in love with you.

And this time it's stronger...
It's getting deeper...

I want to be real in here right now...

Just for now, I'll try not to control anything and maybe forget about the fact that I have to let you go.









For that entire year that I haven't seen your face
For that entire year that I haven't heard ANYTHING from you.
That entire year that I told myself that you died lol

I thought things would be different
I thought when I see you, I will forget everything about how I feel about you
I will forget about how you make me smile
I will forget how you make my heart skip a beat
and I will totally forget wanting to be with you all the time...

I thought, by this time, I'll be fine seeing you as my bestfriend, FOREVER.

but you know, this time, it's stronger...
and you know... I'm getting comfortable about the fact that I WILL FOREVER have you in my life.

The only thing that I am scared about is that, when I start to love you wayy too much again that God would take you away Himself cuz I can't let you go. I mean, I can... it's just so hard.

Hearing your voice, hearing those words, seeing you smile and having your scent on my clothes.
Everything.

You know what, I still have to let you go no matter how I feel about you.
Because I still love God more.

But you know... I want you to have the best...
but sometimes I wish.... it would be us.

That would be great ya know.
After 3 years, I am still madly in love with you.

We've gone through so much Ogalinie and still not a thing has changed.
I love you.