Tuesday, May 29, 2012

MY BABY POT HAVE A LOVE LIFE!! AHHHH!!


My Baby Pot's Favorite Song<3

So today Pot just shared a buncha things to me, and I have to study so I have to share abuncha things to you blogger when I'm done studying PEACE. HAHAHA


Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Artistic Realization

Before I blog anything I just want to say how much the Lord moved in my life for the past couple of months....

For the longest time, I've been whining about life and completely doubting everything.
If I would ever be employed, every have my dreams come true, live by myself asap, have Daryl back!

Oh my gosh....... it's just I want to say how REAL God is... nad how He really answers prayers...
and He never ever EVER fails...

Everything is coming to life...... but one thing I need..... I need my intimacy with Him back... and I really need help... :'( 'cuz I miss the love of my life... </3

ANYWAYS! HAHAHA My realization!! HAHHAHHAH

From this day forward, I have learned that the secret to everything as a servant for Christ is that I have to strive for excellence for HIM.

And also, without God... I don't think I can imagine anything artistic..... He just did it all His magic on meeeeee and because of that I know He have a great plan for me... something great that I have to do for His kingdom.........

and I've learned that..... I really shouldn't copy or try to be any artist because the more I reveal who I am on my pieces.... the more it gets better :)

So Praise God for everything and new motto in life:

AIM FOR EXCELLENCE FOR HIM.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

DARYL AND MAIQUI SUMMER PLANS :)

well, it's just me, imma tell him this later hahaha

  1. Go to the beach
  • take sexy beach pictures
  • play with the water and sand
    2. Camp
  • Make a bonfire and eat smores!
    3. Star Gaze

    4. Watch Movies
  • My Sassy Girl
  • D.A.R.Y.L.
    5. Hike at Topanga Canyon, do devotionals and look at the view at night in his kotche after<3

    6. Take Zumba together

    7. Hang with YA, TOGETHER.

    8. Go on a Picknik

    9. Make videos together
                ya know, not like singing video ALTHOUGH that would be cool too!! but ya know, random videos of our daily lives so we can make a video later that has all of our memories together<33

  

See, I'm not asking for too much :) we shall make all these heffennnnnn!!

Monday, May 14, 2012

I've been posting a lot about Daryl now... and not God...

I wonder how He feels.... I'm so sorry God.... I go back and forth on you...
I'm tired of doing this to You and I know you feel worse than I...

But God...... I sure do miss You.
I really really really do.

God, I'm in this struggle God...

I know You're still working on me... but God... I'm hurting You in this process...
but I want to be with You.... I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO.

I love You God.
I really do... I know.... it's not as much.... as You love me... and my actions doesn't really show how much I love You... but I really do miss being Your girl...

This intimacy we have...

I miss it too God.
I REALLY DO.

I'm learning how I really do can't boast how much I love You, and how all I can boast about is how You love a failure like me......................................

I am seeing how MUCH I don't deserve YOU....
How MUCH unworthy I am for Your calling and for EVERY SINGLE THING YOU BLESS ME WITH.

I ask myself everyday WHY and HOW CAN YOU?!

I want to fall in love with You again God...
more than before......

I want to fall in love with You more than how I fell in love with You when I first saw who You really are and I can't see anything but YOU.

Help me God, wait for You and TRUST in You.
Help me God walk with You ALL OF MY DAYS.
Help me God to know You're God and let You be God.

I need help to show You... what You deserve....

I am so sorry God.

I am so sorry.