You don't want me to leave?

Lead me to God & not to sin.
Lead me to His love & not to your embrace.

I’m tired of always waiting for you to lead me to God.
You don’t know how much I miss my God.

Do it asap, or I will leave soon like I don’t mind.

This relationship is falling apart because God is not with us.
I want God here.
I want my first love here...