God's Best

Hi, I don't know where you are.
But wherever you are I'm sorry.

I am blocking you out too...

Future wife is terrified of everything.

And I've decided not to welcome anything.
Not even you.

I heard you're amazing.

My last one was, and still managed to make a fool out of me.

Sorry GB
I am praying that God will never introduce you to me.
If He did, I am dedicated to push you away.

I pray that you will find someone that doesn't have as many walls as I do.

I'm done.
I had enough.

Sorry GB,
For sure when we meet, I will look at you with doubt every single day.

I don't want to.
Believe me, I hate being scared. I hate not giving myself a chance. I hate looking at nice amazing people with doubt.

I just can't help it.

It just happens.

I can't help but be that way.

Starting today, I am making a vow to myself that all I am going to love is the Lord.

And I am going to push everyone away.
No matter how nice and amazing they can get. I will never let anyone get too close.

So if you do exist GB.
Sorry, future wife is blocking you out and praying to our God that we will never meet.

I had enough.