Ughhhhh

THE BATTLE INSIDE OMG LORD.

I am super weak right now Lord.

I wanna see him SO BAD.

So so so so so bad.

I know he is fighting it too wahhhh

Retreat is next week and Brian have SO MANY plans and dreams and visions for this retreat towards Your people Lord omg..............

He have so much fire for this retreat omg God.

Its just 10pm and I wanna see him.

I am alone in the house and I can totally hang with him right now omg.....

We've been fighting this since 9am from Pastor Eugene's.

Ommmmmmmmmggggggggggg

For sure he is doing his QT rn and ranting to you too. Omg, I am so weak right now Looooooooooooooord.

Well of course my naive soul is saying,
"Oh, we will just talk and cuddle a little and spend some time and that's it. We won't make out or anything, we will just talk."

But of course in reality, FOR SURE we will at least kiss for like 2 mins LOL or if not he will touch me somewhere for sure because he is a guy and guys like to touch stuff. Like not even do anything but just hold me somewhere.

Ooooooohhhhhh myyyyyyyy ggggggooooshjsksksjjsksksk