I just need someone I can be free with
I need someone I can talk to more than just the surface level conversations

I need someone to inspire me
I need someone to listen to me
I need someone to have deep conversations with
I need someone that I can speak freely to
I need someone I can say anything and they won't think any different

God, I just want someone I can say things about you and my struggles about you and my situations about you.

I need a friend.

You know what God, no one will ever understand
No one will care to understand

After 10 or more years of feeling free...

I feel like an island again.

I don't want any casual friends
I don't want any usual friends
I don't want any situational friend

I had enough of those.

God I want a true friend.

I've never had one since Nikki.

Its 11:46pm & people are sleeping.

Can someone just call me God.

Could you please send a human friend rn.
Please.

Love, maiqs.