I don't think it's the traumas anymore

I think, I am just not happy with you.
Sorry for wasting your time.

Now idk how to say this.

I thought it was a good idea to force myself.
Yell told me before that you have to force yourself to like someone then you will be okay.

Why did I even take a worldly man's advice. -_____-

Welp.

I forced myself and everything is forced.

Nobody loved me as much as you did, but idk.
I am just not happy with you.

I am sorry that I allowed you to shower me the world plus more.

I mean, I still wanna get married u kno.

Just not with you...