I know you do

I know that you cared
I know that sometimes you think of us
I know that there are times that you still miss me

I don’t want to be back but I guess after all these years I learned to deal with it
I learned that this is part of me
That every now and then I will miss you and remember everything

The blow is just harder for me because I don’t have what you have
Nothing came to me in a silver platter
Unlike you

Fight me on this I can 100% prove this right to you

Anyways lol

I’m still thankful that it all happened
I don’t want to change anything
I like where I am now
I wouldn’t trade it for anything

It’s just today, I miss you. again.
It’s been 5 years.
I am still here.

Just fyi, I am trying to explore TRUST
Its just, tbh I kept comparing it to what we had
How I felt with you, how everything was between us

It was so natural
It was so effortless
We just happened

You felt like home

It just works

I’m thankful that I knew how that felt, that I have a standard because of that

I never wanna get back
I am happy where I am at

It’s just today is one of those days
That I miss you

Dear Lord

If its not meant to ever happen please make a way out
Don’t make it painful lol please just show me a way out and I’ll take it

BUT LORD NOTE PLEASE
Don’t hurt me please lol

I am just asking for a door to open where I can walk out




I’ll be sad if I saw a door out lol but let the door not be another woman or whatever
Maybe a way out of CA where I can’t see him anymore so I can move on idk


I am sorry that I kept trying to see if it can work out
I am sorry God I just thought that we deserved more than what we had
Its like everything just came down to that
I honestly felt like there was more into our story
I felt like there could have been more that is good


I am tired of the games and I am not in it for games
I never wanna play games, lagi naman ako straight forward at minsan ako pa manliligaw
I’ve been through enough in life to waste it on a maybe
Malapit na kme naging isang taon na naghahabulan
Jusko if work out tong habol na toh ANG SEKSI KO NA SANA

I am walking out now
Just open the door and I will take it














Good luck na lang sa exam nya sana huling beses na nya to itake.







Also, parang hanggang landi lang balak nun wala ng iba.
The way I hear it from people nagagandahan lang sya saken, yun lang.
Over all na ako, wala patapon at iflush na sa lang sa toilet.
Kaya tama na siguro Lord.







Please offer a way out God, I am going to move on na...

You know what I miss?

I miss those days where I can just do anything I want for you ng walang malisya
I miss those days that I can say how much I looooove you (platonic) lol ng walang malisya

Sometimes I regret telling that I am interested in you

I regret that everyone knows na that I had a thing for you

I miss those days na ako lang nakakaalam
Ako lang nakakaramdam

Safe na safe

Sana wala na lang ako nasabi

I miss those days na nakakausap kita and say whatever ng  walang malisya
I miss those days that I can hug you and hold you ng walang malisya

Sana wala na lang ako sinabi
Sana wala na lang ako ginawa
Sana nanahimik na lang ako
Sana wala akong inamin

If ganun, sana pwede pa kita ipagluto LOL ng walang magjjudge
Pwede kita ithrow ng party ng walang malisya
Pwede kita yakapin ng matagal ng walang keme keme parang nuon

I miss those days na ako lang nakakaalam