I know you do

I know that you cared
I know that sometimes you think of us
I know that there are times that you still miss me

I don’t want to be back but I guess after all these years I learned to deal with it
I learned that this is part of me
That every now and then I will miss you and remember everything

The blow is just harder for me because I don’t have what you have
Nothing came to me in a silver platter
Unlike you

Fight me on this I can 100% prove this right to you

Anyways lol

I’m still thankful that it all happened
I don’t want to change anything
I like where I am now
I wouldn’t trade it for anything

It’s just today, I miss you. again.
It’s been 5 years.
I am still here.

Just fyi, I am trying to explore TRUST
Its just, tbh I kept comparing it to what we had
How I felt with you, how everything was between us

It was so natural
It was so effortless
We just happened

You felt like home

It just works

I’m thankful that I knew how that felt, that I have a standard because of that

I never wanna get back
I am happy where I am at

It’s just today is one of those days
That I miss you