Psalm 27:14

When I wait, You strengthen my heart.

Aaaaaaawwwww GOD!

Okay, will be patient in everything and trust Your perfect timing.

I love You!

Hello God!

I don't want to wait anymore.

Do I need to wait?

LOL

You pretty much told me that he is coooool LOL

Ugh Lord!

I'll tell everything to him in person.

I don't want to hold back anymore lol

Feels

I am just going to have feelings throw up rn cuz there is so much I am going to explode LOL

GOD.

I am so happy.

Not just love life wise lol but also in EVERYTHING.

Life is going so well.

I am so happy God.

This is the love story that I’ve been praying for. Na akala ko suntok sa bwan at pangarap lang.

Ang saya saya Lord.

Yung feeling ko sasabog ako tas ung naooverwhelm ka sa mga bagay na para kang naiiyak LOL kasi ang saya saya.

I don’t think its too soon to say na I love him lol

I always have, kahit as a brother pa and I know it will just get deeper from here.

He is more than a guy nai I think is attractive and someone I admire.

He is also someone i trust & I feel safe around.

He’s been one of my favorite friends and I love learning from him.

I havent felt all of these strong feelings in a long time and it feels so nice to know that I can feel all of these intense, fearless feelings again after everything lol & I dont want to lose it.

Akala ko tapos na, akala ko wala na.

Thank you for making me feel like I can love this much again and be willing to risk it all again for someone.

I really thought that all of those feelings died in me and that I loved too much before and thats it I am done.

ang saya ko Jay.

someday I can say all of these to you without holding back and I am excited to do life with you.

its been a long time since I get to say this with this much weight and truth.

I love you Jayro :)

Happy

Hello God :)

I am very happy!! :)

Finally, wala na si Michael.

Nageexercise na ako ulit.

Nasa dream career na ako.

May friends na ulit ako na masaya!! At mahal ako at tanggap ako at lahat. :’)

At si Jayro Lord :’)

God ang saya saya ko parang ang tagal ko na nde ako ganito kasaya at SECURE :’)

God.

Omg.

God.

Thanks for reminding me of what tou told me 2 years ago when I told you abut Jayro.

”If you want it, you have to let it die.”

Omg, GOD..

Tas ngayon SEASON OF REBIRTH.

OH MY GOODNESS 

GOD.

Before we do some Jayro kilig feelings of mine kinda talk.

CAN I PRAY ABOUT THIS RN.

I just want to hear what you have to say cuz I feel really STRONG feelings for him and all.

So yah lol.

What u have to say my favorite Love of all lol my Lord ♥️

”Psalm 56”

“But in the day that I’m afraid, I lay all my fears before you and trust in you with all my heart. What harm could a man bring to me? With God on my side I will not be afraid of what comes. The roaring praises of God fill my heart, and I will always triumph as I trust his promises.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭56:3-4‬ ‭TPT‬‬

“The very moment I call to you for a father’s help the tide of battle turns and my enemies flee. This one thing I know: God is on my side! I trust in the Lord. And I praise him! I trust in the Word of God. And I praise him! What harm could man do to me? With God on my side I will not be afraid of what comes. My heart overflows with praise to God and for his promises. I will always trust in him. So I’m thanking you with all my heart, with gratitude for all you’ve done. I will do everything I’ve promised you, Lord. For you have saved my soul from death and my feet from stumbling so that I can walk before the Lord bathed in his life-giving light.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭56:9-13‬ ‭TPT‬‬

“In God, whose word I praise— in God I trust and am not afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭56:4‬ ‭NIV‬‬

“I am under vows to you, my God; I will present my thank offerings to you. For you have delivered me from death and my feet from stumbling, that I may walk before God in the light of life.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭56:12-13‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Ahh, I am afraid of something?? lol

I am still scared???

lol I guesss hahaha



in my defense, I need healing from Mike and I wanna do things right with Jay AND most importantly, I want to enjoy myself first. I want to rediscover what I like, I want to enjoy being alone.

I want to be whole, love myself again.
Since all the self love, self respect and self worth are all destroyed when I was with Mike. lol

and God I want to do this with you and not with him.



Hmmm, “I am under vows to you” My vow to search every best things in me and give it all to You and let You do whatever You want to do with my best offerings.



God, funny that this time this hits me differently. lol #kilig hahahahahhah



Usually when u say this to me, I can strongly feel you telling me to let go.

but this one is different.

I am excited to see all the things you are about to do.

Thank you God for making me courageous to move forward and be receptive of all the great things You are ALREADY DOING and will do in my life.

God, I am so happy.



You got me a man that makes me feel Your love for me not just because He leads me to You but also with the way He loves me so well, because of all the things You taught Him and of all the love He has for You.

God I feel Your love through the way He loves me.

The way he sees me
The way he meets me where I am at, ALL THE TIME
The way he waits for me
The way he lets me be me
The way he magnifies all the great things about me and loves me, with all the flaws
The way he makes me love and accept my flaws


Reminds me all of You God.

You did told me that You will give me someone who will love me like You do.

We are not even official yet LOL and I can feel how much he loves me.



God, I am going to marry this man.