Feels

I am just going to have feelings throw up rn cuz there is so much I am going to explode LOL

GOD.

I am so happy.

Not just love life wise lol but also in EVERYTHING.

Life is going so well.

I am so happy God.

This is the love story that I’ve been praying for. Na akala ko suntok sa bwan at pangarap lang.

Ang saya saya Lord.

Yung feeling ko sasabog ako tas ung naooverwhelm ka sa mga bagay na para kang naiiyak LOL kasi ang saya saya.

I don’t think its too soon to say na I love him lol

I always have, kahit as a brother pa and I know it will just get deeper from here.

He is more than a guy nai I think is attractive and someone I admire.

He is also someone i trust & I feel safe around.

He’s been one of my favorite friends and I love learning from him.

I havent felt all of these strong feelings in a long time and it feels so nice to know that I can feel all of these intense, fearless feelings again after everything lol & I dont want to lose it.

Akala ko tapos na, akala ko wala na.

Thank you for making me feel like I can love this much again and be willing to risk it all again for someone.

I really thought that all of those feelings died in me and that I loved too much before and thats it I am done.

ang saya ko Jay.

someday I can say all of these to you without holding back and I am excited to do life with you.

its been a long time since I get to say this with this much weight and truth.

I love you Jayro :)