Lord, what do you say about now.

 I know I kept asking, sorry.

Lui and Gail have a point.

They are our friends that loves us A LOT and knows both of us REALLY WELL.

So I know you are def using them to help us.
They are our true friends.

God hopeless case nga ba talaga kami.
I mean Gail and Lui said na nde naman pero it's going to be REALLY hard to rebuild our relationship.

Should I just give up Lord?

You know my wants God and you also know na I listen to you kahit pilit.
Always Lord, I want you to be in every move I make in life.

Are we wasting our time and energy with each other? :(
It's sad... but you know...

“See that no one pays back evil for evil, but always try to do good to each other and to all people. Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus. Do not stifle the Holy Spirit. Do not scoff at prophecies, but test everything that is said. Hold on to what is good. Stay away from every kind of evil.”

‭‭1 Thessalonians‬ ‭5‬:‭15‬-‭22‬ ‭NLT‬‬

“Now may the God of peace make you holy in every way, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless until our Lord Jesus Christ comes again. God will make this happen, for he who calls you is faithful.”

‭‭1 Thessalonians‬ ‭5‬:‭23‬-‭24‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Okay, I am hearing you say that I just focus on my own growth right now. Basicuuuuulllih

But Lord, ang tanong. Do I move on from this man and are we really a hopeless case. Like I don't want to figure it out anymore or think about it at all.

oh okay, thats basically what you are saying too... like not figure it out anymore nor think about it... cuz I need to just focus on my own growth. And the words you said to me about us I must test them all. GOD, I thought I did. MANY TIMES.

Okay ganito na lang.

I trust you obvi.

Ikaw na lang bahala Lord.

Do whatever you want with that relationship.

God, ano lang... if you will rip him away from me because its not good for us to be together... God... basta walang cheating or anything like that... I had enough of those in my life... please. Make a way God where nde na nga pwede kami magkasama pa if that door is meant to close forever. But no cheating please.

Like can you just do it... idk Lord kasi umaasa parin ako and am I being a fool?

Maybe.

Am I trying to just ignore everything kasi sobra na ko inlove sa kanya.

If magkakatuluyan kami Lord. We want each other to be happy.
Can you help us make things easier God for our relationship to work if this is a union you will allow to happen. God... :(