I really wish I could come to you right now...

and just hug you and tell you how much I want to stay.
I just want to hold your hand and let everything work between us...

I just want to tell you over and over how much I love you and how that would never ever change.
I still want to live forever with you....

and I'm really scared to know that I really did hurt you A LOT that you will never want me back and just forget everything.....hurting you is the last this I ever wanna do to you.......

You're the best man I ever had in my entire life and I never ever thought I could ever meet a man like you.....
I feel so foolish for letting go a perfect man like you.......

You're more than I could ever ask for.....

I really wish I could just live happily with you without feeling any heaviness in my heart.....

My first day without you is not even halfway done, and I am already dying....

I will forever pray for you Yell... I will never stop.

I pray that God would really move in your life in this season of waiting...
There's more space for Him now in your life now that I am gone.....................................................

I don't want to hope...
but my heart is forever yours...

and no matter what happens...
I know I will always hope that someday I would wake up seeing your face every morning.
I'll miss you :(