I am ending his year horrible.

I started this year very hopeful that this could all end and that I can finally move forward.

I don't even know why I am crying & balling.

I just wanted to sleep.

God... everything still haunts me...

I'm tired of being a forever failure.

I just wanted to be great.

I want to be someone that this world would be proud to have.

I feel like I am the pit again.

Very empty.

It's all my fault.