Maybe, as soon as labs starts working...
Maybe, I could break up with him by then...
Maybe, I could end my selfish life and go back to being a servant of God...
Same would go to him...
I'm just terrified that...
There is a possibility that God may not give him back anymore cuz he could belong to someone else..........
And I am for someone else...............
I have that strong feeling that he is not for me and God is not in favor of our relationship...................
I am afraid to let go.....
I am TERRIFIED.
I lost him once already..........
I was SUPER close to let him go I am 99.9 or even closer! I was super happy God I was SUPER almost free........ Why do you have to show him to me again....
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