I don't want you to move on.

I don't you to let me go.
I don't want to let you go.

I'm the one who always work hard.
I'm the one who always try.
I'm the one who always have something to fix.

I saw your messages to Mitzi.
Some of them hurt.
Some of them made me feel better.

I saw how you're losing your love for me.
or interest, because of how much of a failure I am.

How you thought you love me, but it was just all pity...

I also saw that you were having dilemmas
and said that you still want to keep me and be with me for the rest of your life.

It's just... I'm the one who got hurt.
I gave up EVEN JESUS for you.
I gave up my opportunities in the Philippines for you.

And I am the one who needs to still please you.

I know, maybe you think it's not fair... and you've thought about this...
That's why you're leaving...

It just hurts to think that I am the one who always have to fight for this.
I am the one who always have to do something.
I am the one who always have to keep it all together for us.

and you always leave.
you always ask for time...

I know... I should leave... since you said you don't want to see me hurt.
You said it's not fair...

But you know...
I am willing to still do it everyday.
Even if you're giving up on me.
Even if you're losing it.

I'm going to give it all.
I'm going to work on it.
I'm going to fight for it.

With everything I got.

Even if you stop.
I'll never stop.

Even if I have to do it all by myself.

But you know...
If I see one day you are happier without me.
It's fine.

I'll leave, but that won't stop me from loving you.

I love you Yell.
I love you very very very very very much.

Please don't give up.
Please don't leave.

I love you.