2018, the year I saved money on Christmas gifts & bday gifts

This got some great advantages.

idk what you are doing Lord but tbh people wise, I am honestly hating them more
LOL
Encourages me to be an oyster for the rest of my life more than anything

God, should I even try.
I look desperate
I feel desperate

I am good by myself
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN GOOD ALONE

I don't need PEOPLE

LORD

ESPECIALLY
F A K E
PEOPLE

I don't wanna go back to that angry MaiQs that's down to kill anyone











"love anyways, love regardless, love always"














I want to have a cutting off spree
















Idk Lord, I am letting my guard from fear down, cuz you said that's not the right way to love people and I should not operate in fear.

"BE MADE PERFECT IN LOVE"








































I am tired of feeling disposable Lord.
I am tired of feeling like a garbage can.












Something that people use when they need to put some crap in
Something that people throw once they are done with it






















I wanna go back to shutting people off
& just be kind to them
& be caring to them









& not let anyone get to me
IN A GOOD OR BAD WAY






















I just want to be in a place where I belong
I place where I can breathe Lord


I just want people I can run with









You know a place that I can let my hair down
People that won't dispose me if I ever did anything stupid

















hmm, maybe I should just cut everyone off and just start new.








idk Lord.