I wonder if he ever miss me

I wonder if he still thinks he has a daughter

Do I still exist in his world?

I bet if anything crappy happens to him they will ALL turn it all on me. Since everything is always my fault and he is never the victim because he is SUCH a “great” guy.

They will FOR SURE say

“Ikaw anak, ikaw lumapit”

“Ikaw lumayo, nasasayo yan”

“Ganyan napapala ng mga suwail”

F you all.

I did my best.

I tried very hard.

I tried SO HARD.

I tried to set up some meetings with him.

I tried to get dinners

I ALWAYS do my best to give him gifts even if he returns them or throw them away most of the time

I tried to talk to him tell him what I think

BUT THERE GOES HIS BITTERNESS POURING DOWN ON ME

Ikaw na niloko ni mama

Ikaw na mai anak na disappointment

News flash I excelled in EVERYTHING when you didn’t exist in my life and everything went downhill when you butt in and try to boost your ego with your attempts to lord over me with you insecurities.

I know why you like to call me a failure 

Because you can’t accept that I am doing way better than you even if I grew up alone and without you and with Mama’s screw ups.

I was so proud to be a daddys girl

You know what stay invisible.

Bye pops.

Maybe you will exist someday

I bet you are SO PROUD of your incredible life decisions

I bet you are so full of dignity and everything just kept taking advantage your golden heart

What a perfect life you are living with your current wife without your rebellious daughter.

SUCH PEACE YOU HAVE

I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU