Maybe I’ll guard my heart until you are sure

yah of course till God says so but I won’t even pray about it not unless you are certain.
I can feel that you are still here, its just idk...

I mean, I am still here too obviously its just I am not 100% in it too lol
I need to figure out what I wanted as well

Well 95% I am still here. That’s a huge percentage

After so many years you’re the only one that I am willing to take a risk for again
I’ve been hurt too many times but for you I am not afraid to try again

You made me hear the good in love songs again after being so scared for too long

THERE ARE THINGS THO THAT ANNOYS ME LOL

-like you like to go “(insert reputable jesus loving persons name here) says this”
Idk, I mean it coo they are your guide its just idk Holy Spirit and Jesus is the main guide tho
It don’t matter who interpreted it and what not
-exclusivity is a big thing for you

Here I am hating exclusivity all my life and here you are!

But whateva
Like I said I am still willing ahhhahahhhhah still willing to dive into it, fight for it, brave through it

But anyways,
I guess I’ll enjoy my friendship with you ng walang malixa.
I will just guard my heart until I am sure too 100% and if you are sure 100%
I’ve been though enough.
I don’t want to waste my time anymore

I still stand by what I said last year

If I would date you, I want you to be the one
If not, I’d rather just let it fade




I still hope its you tho but idk we’ll see