Tuesday, July 14, 2020

I want to die but I kinda dont

As I grow older everyone just seems disposable

I have been disposable too

And its not a big deal

What is keeping me alive right now is my dog and my ambition.

Somehow I think that ls pathetic but hey, at least something is keeping me alive

I just want to keep on concealing everything that I am. Doesn’t seem right but seem safe for me. Everyone lies anyways, everyone fakes it anyways.

I have lived on my own for years, I can survive living like this.

Should I be a zombie?

I guess I am trying to be one now.

Strive for the best

Die for your friends while trying to process everything in silencd even if they wont for you




Well I guess in a way, I did it. I killed myself but not.

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