It's just been a day...

And I miss you already... :(

And darn it, I'm re-doing my vow last year and making sure I would do it right this time.
To be single for the entire year and really let God be the love of my life.

It's so hard.
Sosososososoo hard.

When he said "Having so close and so intimate and to just let it go like that, is so hard to take in"
while him and Bin were talking still resonates in my head.

I'm sorry if I'm letting you go through this.
I'm sorry for the pain.
I'm sorry for the stress.
I'm sorry and know that I am hurting too as you hurt.

But I have to do this.
Whatever happens, we need to know how it is to trust God.

I love you Daryl, and I hope that you can really do wait for me.
Because, you know that I am no matter what.
I love you.

Here's to us being bestfriends.