You know,

I will study hard VERY HARD to be able to excel at school,
'cuz I want Yell and Tito Romi to be proud of me.

I will now fight the discouragements, because there's finally people who truly believes in me.

I will be better at singing
I will be a better artist
I will paint and draw more
I will continue learning dress making and design beautiful clothes

I will relive the most determined dreamer in me that's been lost.

I don't want stay as a wreak anymore.
I will move forward and not let anything step on me again.

I have people who believes and invests in me now.
I am worth something now.

God's always been here
He truly never ever left my side, no matter how far I tried to run away form Him.

I will also, come back to God now.
Go back in that heart of worship grind.
Back in that too lost in His love woman of God.

I want everything to be right.

I want to have the desires that God have for me.
I want to desire those things He desires for my dreams.
I want His plans in my plans.

I need to gather myself together.

I don't want to be a wreck anymore.
I hate being the helpless little girl.

With God's strength within me, it will ALL happen.