:'(

You missed me too.
You're having a hard time too.

:'(

I miss you B.
I miss you so much...

When we are ready
When the Lord thinks we are ready
We will reap what we will sow

It will be worth it.

He may bless us with each other or maybe someone even better.

Meeting you made me realize that, that is possible and that I really can meet someone with a great heart like what you have.

Someone who will put everyone before himself
Someone who will do everything for people without asking anything in return, no recognition, no appreciation or anything.
You will still pour out your heart even if they don't know, you don't even want them to know or anyone to know.
Someone who actually values integrity and honesty, a lot.
Someone who will follow the Lord and would lead me closer to Him than to himself, even if it means cutting me off.

Cutting me off not because of selfish gain, but for the good of everyone.

Someone who will lay down His life for God.

I am not even just saying these 'cuz I like you.
Like I can say these things because I see it and its so obvious.

Your heart, boldness, leadership, commitment to Jesus, confidence in His word.

I wish you can be mine.
I wish we can be together now.

But I am SO GLAD, that someone actually sees eye to eye with me when it comes to this.

Not like how I have to explain everything to Daryl and spoonfeed him with everything

I am very happy I met you B
I miss you SO MUCH

But I will endure :'(
I will stay strong for the Lord

As a servant.

As a warrior for Him.

I am not here to please myself but Him who created me.

It will be worth it and we will reap the fruit of our obedience.

Better this than be in disobedience and feel His wrath and delay all His blessings and will in our lives.

Someday B
Everything will be okay.

The Lord is just protecting us.

Goodnight B.