Week 1 has passed

Sunday. I saw him yesterday.
He talked to me yesterday, but not very long.

His smile :)
I saw his smile yesterday :)

I missed him.

Today I read through my old journals since I came back.

I saw how the Lord broke me and how He delivered me

I saw that prayer I did too for GB.

And the next day I saw what Brian gave me the first time he prayed for me.

Prayed for me not like GB status.
More of like, prayed in a way of brother sister lol

'cuz that was the time I was really struggling if I should talk to Yell and tell him that I forgive him.

& I remember Brian gave me verses from 3 books.
3 from Titus, one from Exodus and 3 from Psalms.

& during that time I wasn't even spending time with him yet

And my prayer said that I hope that GB loves food trips and loves fitness.
I pray that he loves QT with intense hikes and beaches and nice views.
QT's with good food too

Dates with Jesus, dates where we can have QT. I pray that I can write songs and sing songs with him and fall in love with Jesus together.

I also said how scared I am and how I don't wanna see him in my life probably, but I just wanna let him know that I am praying for him.

Then B came.

I AM NOT SAYING B IS GB YET
I AM JUST POUURING MY FEELINGSS

then after my prayer he sent me the verses then after that he asked me to QT with him. I know later he invited others too LOL but you know of course that is when I started to be kilig.

Then I saw he loves to hike and to eat and views and Jesus.

And I saw his heart for the Lord then I was like I wanna be close to that fire.

Then when he speaks I feel closer to God and makes me wanna run faster towards my God.

ANYWAYS

but nobody was ready & this is nothing we should be focusing on. Should not be in our heads REBUUUKE LOL

I am just saying that I saw that and I got kilig. Lol....

That was the first church activity we have since we confessed to the leaders and decided to cut each other out for Jesus.

Mgbbday na ko.

Its okay.

I understand.

Our yellow light turned red.
Darn it LOL

Itsssssss okaaaaaay

For Jesus and His people :)