It took 13 years for Kuya Lex to get the greenlight

And if Kuya Lex survived.

We will survive.

The pain of obedience....

It just gets harder by the minute.

It was already hard for me not to text him, to ignore him in the crowd............

Then the Lord will ask us to completely cut ties.

Took our ministries out for a month and took each other away from each other.

THIS IS INSANE.

I thought I can handle singleness and waiting and praying for my spouse.

Man, this is a whole new different level.

I miss Brian.

A LOT

And this sucks.

He is not even allowed to go to my birthday... :'(

My birthday Lord...........................

Freakin' KP and mommy Niks going hella hard on both of us.

I understand.

I'll submit.
I'll obey.

I'm just venting.

It sucks.

I miss him.

A LOT.