Hi God

Yah, I know, I know...
I messed up and I know I expected this to happen...

I tried to put value in it
I am sorry God, I am so sorry.

I know that I can over analyze things and try to make things work and at the end of the day I am just continuously going to make a fool out of myself.

He seemed so closed

I am too but I am trying to take the risk
And I thought he was willing to take the risk with me too

I know...
What is more to expect from a very worldly relationship

God thank You for listening...



I’m sorry that I am hurting You.

I saw some good stuff in his heart too God
I wanted it to work
I thought he wanted the same too
He was making it work
I wanted it to work

But I know God that I am only hurting myself
I am aware of what I am doing

Its just before I go
Before we end
I wanted to put value in it
I wanted to make something good out of it

I don’t want to be just another body Lord
I know that I am different






It sucks.
I’m sorry God.








I still want to make it work.