Dear Future Husband,

I am currently putting the strongest guard that I can find and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

I am currently putting my walls higher and thicker each day.... and I don't know if that is right...

I am not sure if I've met you yet with all these walls that I surround myself.
I'm sorry.

I hope you're doing great and I hope you're very close with God.

'cuz future husband... I am not ready to meet you yet... and my God and I... is not doing pretty good right now... 'cuz.... I'm lazy...

and you don't want a lazy wife don't you?!

I know God is working on each of us right now so when we meet we're both ready :)

So, I will wait patiently for you and try my best to be the best wife that you will ever have<3