Would you ever say hi again?

'cuz I'm still waiting for that day...
and hoping that one day you will at least say hi to me again....

I'm ok now... :)

but I'm still having my moments...

I don't think I like you anymore, I'm ok now :)

It's just... I can't find peace because you became a burden in my heart...
I always ask myself why and wonder why did it happen...

I miss you a lot, don't you know that?
I hope you sometimes wonder how am I doing because I always wonder how you are doing all the time...

I don't know how everything will happen and I always tell myself that you have all the opportunity of the world and you will talk to me if you want to....

I guess I am that hated........
I wish you could have just told me why so I wont be too stuck in the past by constantly wondering why...

It's ok if you don't want to be friends, can't you just at least say hi so I can have a peace of mind...
'cuz I'm so bothered about it.... ;\

It's ok if you don't tell me the reason I don't care anymore...
it's just... can we even start talking again??

'cuz I feel totally hated and looked down on...