Since he found out about my old blog, I will start posting my secrets in here.

I don't feel safe putting my thoughts on multiply no more.
I just do these things just for therapeutic reasons.
I still want some of these to be read someday but some part of me don't...

It's just I don't feel the same way with my other blog anymore...
I feel like, when I say something in there... there is an 80% chance that he would see it and think that I am pathetic...

I'm still not over him...
and it's been 4 months since he cut me off his life...
I am getting there...
I am 98% there...

It's just I don't want him to know that I still have these moments...
I think he is perfectly fine now...
He is perfectly fine... and I am still broken...
and I don't want him to see that I am still sprung in him...