God, why are you making me remember.

Okay FINE.
I HEAR YOU OKAY.

I CAN HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR.

Why are you making me remember.

God, I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER.
YES I AM LYING TO MYSELF EVERYDAY

YES I AM SUPPRESSING IT ALL
YES I AM FAKING IT ALL
YES I AM SEEKING BRIAN TO MASK THE PAIN AND FILL THE VOID

Why God.
Why are you making me remember
Why am I missing him
Why God

What do you want me to do

I miss him God.
I miss him a lot.
I thought I just miss Tux

Then God....
You made me think of him
You reminded me of the things I've been trying to forget

Why God

The pain...

Its still here...

All here.........

NO GOD NO
I DONT LOVE HIM
I NEVER DID
NEVER WILL
NEVER AGAIN

I NEVER LOVED DARYL OKAY
NO GOD NO

I DON'T MISS HIM
NO

Ba't ganun.
Andito parin xa God
Nasa puso ko parin xa God
Bakit ganun
Bakit mahal na mahal ko parin xa God
Bakit ganun

Bakit hinahanap ko parin xa