DAY 1: SEASON OF REBIRTH, RESTORATION & GROWTH

THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH DURING THIS SEASON.

1.  Focus on the Lord and hope that He will give me a change of heart if Daryl is not for me. (although I still hope it's us in the end...)
2. Get my drivers license OMG
3. Transfer to CSUN
4. Get out of McD's & get another restaurant job
5. Apply as a Student Worker at CSUN
6. Make things happen
7. Paint at least one painting and sell it!
8. Serve at Ministries
9. Forgive and hang out with daddy more
10. Forgive horsey
11. When I get the money from my 2 "dream" jobs lol for the year, I would send at least $20 per month to mommy.

I'll keep going back on this list to cross out the ones I already accomplish.
Sana nga totoo na Daryl stopped whoring around...
I hope he really is focusing on the Lord now.........................

I hope you still miss me...
You said you moved on...
I'll just keep pursuing the Lord and I hope us being together in the future is part of His plan to glorify His name. Someday...




For now, I'll just go back to praying for you and just hope that we can still be bestfriends again.
I don't know how is that possible because I don't think I can ever see you anything less than who you are to me now... my love for you just keeps growing each day... I don't know how to minimize it... but si Lord na bahala....

I love you and it's just the first day and I already miss you.