"Wala na yun, kalimutan mo na yun"

"Kung babalikan ka, wag mo na tanggapin ulit. Iiwan ka ulit nun."
"You deserve better"
"You are being called by the Lord, that's why this is happening"
"He is just making excuses, but he is gone."

"Charm is deceptive, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.- manghihinayang siya for sure, pero wag mo na balikan. He is dealing with worldly women, and you deserve a man who will take care of you and love you like God can, not a man like him who just likes to trample around your heart like that to explore lesser things in life."









They all make sense.
It hurts to know, but they all make sense.







Gusto ko parin xa bumalik...
Pero... I feel like I might have to give up Jesus again when that day comes.






The Lord said to have FAITH.
It's impossible to see now, but He will be saved and will be changed.














But I don't know God.
I don't think he cares anymore.
They're right......
He is exploring the lesser things.... instead of pursuing you with ALL OF HIS HEART.

Well, I don't know...
But since that tall dancing adultress is there, obviously he is divided
AND doesn't care about me anymore
AND just want to have some satisfaction with a lot of worldly girls.















I don't know with him anymore God.
Maybe they are right.

He is just a waste of time.
He is just a waste of my tears.

Why do I care so much for a person who just like to trash me like that...















I guess, I'll continue to completely forget about
EVERY SINGLE MEMORY we have.
EVERY SINGLE JOY we shared.
EVERY SINGLE LOVE I have for you...






I don't wanna do it.
But I deserve better.

I deserve someone who will never replace me with lesser things.
I deserve someone who is sure of me.
I deserve someone who will lead me to God and not to sin.

I deserve a Man of God.



Not you.
Everything good in you is useless because He is not in you.

I'll just continue to focus on the Lord.

I don't even know if I wanna see you in life again...
I don't know if I wanna see you ever again...

Because when I do, maybe I would want you more...
and I will get hurt and see you with some random girl.....


I don't think I can ever stand to see the day...
To see a different woman next to you.... and see you crazy about her...





Maybe it's better to just get rid of you for the rest of my life.