Balikan.

Minsan naiisip ko parin.
Pano pagdating ng araw tas okay na lahat for both of us.
What if lang

Before, naiisip ko na maybe... Pwede pa

But now
I realized that love is not enough

I'm not saying that B is GB and I moved on 'cuz B is there.

I feel that the enemy sent us to each other to distract us from God's work but the Lord did something in me using him.

Because of Brian, I realized that there is a man that can encourage me to love Christ MORE.

& that my heart is protected by God's love

& it made me see that I just thought that Daryl was encouraging me to grow but he is only doing it in a worldly way.

Encouragement sa dreams, career, etc. Everything that will fade away.

But I never got the encouragement for the Lord & yun ung that will last forever..

With B
Gumagawa talaga xa ng paraan to lead me to Christ and not to himself. & letting the Lord move in our lives.

He constantly remind me na we need to honor Gods word and that it really is the core of everything in our lives.

With Yell, I was constantly reminded that I need to have a lot of money and success which is great I love that too not gunna lie.

But its all the world....

With B
although that is cool too, his priority is building God's kingdom.
& he always tell me that its just money.

He can make more money if he want to
But he chose Jesus above all.
COMMITMENT TO THE KING.
COMPLETE SURRENDER.

& since I saw a heart like Brian
It made me not want to go back to Daryl ever again anymore.

Even if he becomes super devoted to the Lord. I don't think I can because I finally realized that I deserve so much more than what this world can give.

It's not like I'm gunna marry Brian and I'm in love with him LOL

I'M JUST ZEYIN

His heart for the Lord made me realize that Daryl is not all that & there is nothing to go back for anymore.

If Brian is not GB,
I really really want someone with a heart like His & something that he does to me LOLNDJAJJSJAJSJJSJS

Someone that will encourage me to love God more
Someone who will lead me to God and not to himself
Someone who will constantly remind me of God's greatness and love
Someone who will constantly remind me that He is the center of EVERYTHING

& someone who will let go of everything to be with the Lord and do everything for the Lord

I'm not excluding myself from being his GB LOL, I'm just you know. I don't want to think about that right now.

All I know that's what he does and I am excited for what the Lord have for both of our lives as servants.

& there is still a lot of refinement to be made.

I am just happy the Brian is my friend :)