I need to write to Jesus like how I diligently write in here

I need to be excited to talk about Him more

I am still very young
And it shouldn't be that way for long

I want to grow
I want to move forward
I want to do more for the Lord
I want to be bold

I miss him tho...
Haven't talked to him for...
Omg 4 days.

Well we talk but not much anymore
All business
All fellowship

3 min conversations

And bae looks stressed out
I wanna help him out

God, is it wrong if I ask him what's wrong?

Possibly his bills, his ministries, his teachings, his testimony, his boss (lol probably she's back haha), family, or all of the above

I pray you give him rest
Bae looks so tired

I hope he is okay

I'll pray for him

& I need to fast
I'll start fasting this Wednesday
Then after that I'll do Mondays, so matching with the Soaking at night

I need to grow
I need to be more focused

Ugh I miss Brian Lord D;
I really do

Idk if it would help if we pray about it
He asked if we should
And I said no

Idk God

Actually, I'll just keep doing what we are doing.
I miss Brian so much LOL

I hope he misses me too... LOL

I don't wanna flirt with someone else's beautiful husband and not every good man is your GB.

And I wanna do God's work.

BUT I MISS HIM SO MUCH
I WISH I CAN TALK TO HIM
NORMALLY

I WISH I CAN HANG WITH HIM
I WISH I CAN WORKOUT WITH HIM
I WISH I CAN GO HIKING WITH HIM

I MISS DOING QT HIM

I WANNA SHARE MY FIRST CLUBBING EXPERIENCE TO HIM AND HOW SCARED I WAS OF THE THIRSTIES.

I swear that place!
FIRST AND LAST.

I wanna tell him stories
I MISS TELLING HIM STORIES

I MISS BRIAN PERIOD
AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE.

BUT GOTTA BE A P31 FIRST
GOTTA LET THE LORD CONSUME ME FIRST.

Will not risk distracting bae and myself

I miss u bae
See you tomorrow at Prayer Night