I'm just going to show my emotions here blognasty lol

Since I have a tendency not to keep my mouth shut 'cuz of so much emotions and flesh that I can't contain.

Freakin' thirst of the pleshhhhhh

anyways, today.
I hope that Alexa and EJ don't spread to YA that Brian and I hung out Saturday night or else B and I are going to get killed by KP and Ate Niks.

Ugh, after this hang out and blabers. I learned my lesson. I will not tell EJ no more!!!! Now Pacheco knows ughhhhhhh

KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT

ALSO.

After that we decided not to.
UGHHHH

NO GOD I KNOW YOU WILL KEEP OUR FEET FROM SLIPPING AND I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON WITH DARYL AND I AM NOT GOING TO LET THIS HAPPEN.

YES I AM SPRINTING AWAY FROM BCLAR

HE IS MY KUYA
HE IS TABACHINGCHING
HE IS MALIIT
HE IS NOT GB

NO. I AM GOING AWAY.

Ugh God! BUT I AM KILIG!!! AND I LIKE IT CUZ I AM FORGETTING ABOUT YELL AND THE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!! AAAANDD THATS BAAAAAAAAAAAD

I NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUUUUUUUUUU

WAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

anyways, LOL with all the struggles aside LOL I think bclar missed me that's why he wanted to take me HOHOHOHOHOHO Saturday LOL #feelingerangwagas

NO ONES GUNNA READ THIS. LOL

EMOTIONS AND THIRST ALL THE WAY FOR U MY BLOGGERNASTY LOLLLOLOL

That's cute, mejo holding hands lol
BUT GOD U SEE AFTER LESS THAN 30 SECONDS BAKLAS AGAD! I thought of You, u seeeee lol

Being tempted is not a sin, its what you do about it. HA

Nako God...
Continue to guard us.

I can feel that he is struggling with his guard too. Kasi if he wasn't. He won't hold me like that, like nung Saturday and he won't talk to me till 6 am on Fridays when I don't make it to fellowship after BS. & he won't struggle not texting me all the time and get SUPER close to me when no super close church buddies.

He is right we are not potential distractions no more. Its too early....

We are a distraction now.

Ugh God, I LIKE IT I ADMITTTTTTTTT

I LIKE IT A LOT LIKE BATHSHEBA LOL

BUT NOOOOOOOO

Lord is it wrong that in this time....
I let him take the lead of where is this going.

UGH NO.

IM.NOT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I WILL PURSUE YOU JESUS
JUST YOU

KINIKILIG AKO SA GODLY PURSUIT.
KINIKILIG AKO SA THOUGHT OF A FUTURE PASTOR WIFE LOLOLOLOL JDJSJJSJDJJSJS#THIIIIIIIIIRSTMUSTEND

JSJJSRJJSJJSJSJJEBBDNEJEEJEK
JDJDJRJJEJEJ

GOD.
HIS MOM COOKED AND FED ME WITH SARAP FOOD & MADE ME VIRGIN MARGARITA.

GOD.
SATURDAY.

GOD.
HE LITERALLY WAS LIKE MY BOYFRIEND THAT DAY. AND I LIKE IT AND I DONT LIKE THAT I LIKE IT.

HE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME IN FRONT OF ERNEST AND ALL.

HE WAS ALL OVER ME.

& HE WAS PUSHING THE GUYS THAT ARE AWAY FROM ME AS IF I AM HIS PROPERTY.

TODAY.

OKAY
MONDAY TOMORROW.
NEW DAY.
NEW BEGINNING.

MY LITTLE PHASE GOT OUT OF HAND.
I like Brian a lot now soooooo that's bad and I am going to run away.