REBIRTH

God, I pray that You would continue to guard my heart and Brian's heart Lord.

I can feel the new life coming FOR BOTH OF US.







Exciting lahat ng ngyayari God.




& thank You sa revelation yesterday that I should admire YOU and not the YOU within him.


& sa season na toh, it's for both of us. You and I God.
So I can have You and You can have me all to ourselves.









I don't wanna pray about it, 'cuz I don't want anything but You Lord.






But I am glad na he is the same.













I know You are both in our hearts God.
& if we are potential DISTRACTIONS for each other.
Do everything You can to not make us closer.



Also, I am still afraid.
I am starting to feel safe with him 'cuz You are with him.
Then I will remember what Yell did and how safe I felt when I was with him before...
Then I start to freak out...











The Kuya guard is working lol
& not riding in the car with him
& hanging out with a lot of people
I haven't QT-ed with him in awhile.










& not every man that is after Your heart is not the man that You want us to serve You with.









So many doors opening God.
You are so amazing.
I am excited for what else You want me to do.



I love You God :)