Distracted?

Hi God,

Just let me know please if I am getting distracted please.

'cuz that what I am scared of happening...





Okay, for You...
I am not going to talk to him as much in person anymore
Text LOL hmmm

BUT WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME THO




ARE YOU PLEASED?

'cuz I just want You to be happy.








'cuz EJ said I talk about him a lot...
and I am scared that if I distract Brian...


Man....
That would hurt me.




The last thing I ever want is for a strong man of God like him to stumble because of me.








But our conversations are so encouraging.
I can REALLY REALLY feel You there God whenever we talk.








One of the reasons why I love talking to him.







I want his hunger.
I want that passion.
I want that fire.




BUT GOD.
JUST TELL ME NOW PLEASE IF IT BOTHERS YOU.





I am not praying about us you know, that is so freakin' SOOOOON.

I just don't want to risk anything.
I don't want to risk You.





SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW
PLEASE DO WHATEVER YOU CAN
If I am doing anything that doesn't please you.