Gusto ko akin ka parin.

Pero tanggap ko naman na na wala ka na eh.
Tanggap ko na napalitan na ako.
Tanggap ko na na hindi mo na ako mahal.




Sana kaya ko sabihin na masaya ako na kasama mo na xa.








I just don't know how can you stop loving someone who changed your life.
how can you forget someone who made you feel alive.
how can you stop caring for someone who made you happy beyond what you think you deserve.







I want to move on.
I want to forget.



But I don't know how can I ever do that.



I wish my anger is enough to take it all way.
I wish all my pain is enough to make me forget all the good things.









Pero, I can keep giving you everything I have and I can be the most perfect girl in the world.
But if I can't make you happy then it's better to just let you be........













Unti-unti ko na lang tatanggapin.
Na mas masaya ka kasama niya at ng wala ako sa buhay mo.








Loving someone naman doesn't require na I have to be there and that my love should be reciprocated.
Loving someone is wanting them to be happy and have the best kahit hindi ikaw dahilan...







I don't know how to stop loving you Yell...
I do my best everyday to be as pissed off as I can so I can see how crappy you are and all that love can just be replaced by hate and eventually fade.












I don't think I can ever stop.
















My love for you got way stronger than before and it keeps getting stronger as time goes by.
I want it all to stop.
But I don't think I can ever do that.




We already built something so good.
Kinalimutan mo na nga lang.
Pero ako, at least un kkeep ko.









Accept ko na lang na wala na ako sa buhay mo at mas masaya ka na wala ako.
Accept ko na lang din na never ako makakalimot.
Accept ko na lang na I can never stop loving you and caring for you.






I don't know what made you want to forget everything we have.
I don't know what made you want to stop loving me.
I don't know what made you want to stop caring for me.








My dad said it could be that you got tired of my personality.
Sorry...
I just got empty in our relationship, that I start to be angry all the time.
My heart got consumed by the world.















I wanted this space for us.
For you.
So you can grow.
So we can grow.
and have a deep intimacy with the Lord and have a season of singleness.
So when we get back together everything will be made perfect because we will know the greatest love there is and how to love like Him.


Because when we are consumed by the Lord we will never be the same and we will make the right decisions and we will be happier.


No more pissed off Mike.
No more indecisive Yell.





I always say this.


but idk... whatever.







 I did this for you and the Lord.










It's just you didn't see what I was trying to do.























I am not hoping anymore.
I am not wishing anymore.
I'll just continue to accept the facts and forever love you, care for you and pray for you.
'cuz I don't think I can ever stop.









I love you.
I love you very very very very much
and I miss you more than anything.




I miss my bestfriend.
I miss everything about us.
I miss you a lot.









I want to have my bestest best friend back someday but with the way on how much I feel for you...
I don't know if I can ever see you without wanting to cry.
I don't think I can ever love you any less than how I feel for you right now.
idk maybe.... someday.... idk....



so for now, bbye forever bestfriend.
I love you.
and I will miss you forever.
and sana lagi ka masaya.
Masayang masaya.
I love you very very much, bbye.